MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY
By
Pastor William Robison
My spiritual journey is one
that began with being a regular churchgoing
child. My parents weren’t Christians but I am thankful
they made me go to
church. As far back as I can remember I desired to know
God.
During my teenage years I
turned away from Western Christianity and
began investigating Eastern Religions and Mysticism. I
became a vegetarian
and practiced yoga daily. I read the Hindu Vedas, the
writings of Buddha, and
any writer I could get my hands upon. I was also
experimenting with drugs in
order to assist me in somehow achieving spiritual
enlightenment. Along with
my spiritual search was also a complete antithetical
pursuit of hedonism. After
a seven-year search I renounced Eastern religions as well
as drugs. I found
them all to be totally empty and unfulfilling in my quest
to know God.
In the
summer of 1974, at the age of twenty three, I began reading the
Bible every day. After six months of reading I came to
the conclusion that
Christianity was the true religion and that I desperately
needed a Savior in
Jesus Christ. So in December of 1974 I surrendered my
life to my Savior. The
next day I went down to Mexico for six months in order to
surf and draw close to
God. I read my Bible continuously and while down there I
had a visitation from
the Lord where He called me to be a Pastor. I wept as He
spoke to me and I
asked Him how it would happen. He told me that it would
be His work and in His
timing and all that I needed to do was be faithful and
available.
Two
years later I was a missionary to Mexico for six months and the next
year entered the ministry as a youth pastor. I ended up
serving as an assistant
Pastor in three churches for eleven years and planted my
own church called the
Lighthouse Christian Fellowship in 1987. I have been
pastoring this Church for
Fourteen years. All that my Lord said would happen to me
has happened and I
know there is more to come!
I have
had several influences in my life. I am thankful to Dr. Walter
Martin who gave me a love for Theology and a desire to
pursue education.
Charles Swindoll has shaped me as a teacher and preacher.
John Piper has
shaped my theology and stirred my love for God like no
other. He has taught me
to be a romantic rationalist. I’ve learned through him to
gain a mind for
doctrine and a heart for people. He has also stirred my
heart for missions and
evangelism like no other. John Maxwell truly mentored me
indirectly in
growing as a leader. I have been deeply influenced by the
biographies of
so many form John Wesley, David Brainerd, Charles Simeon,
Hudson Taylor,
William Carey, John Paton, Smith Wigglesworth, John Hyde,
Jonathan Edwards,
Adorniam Judson, Amy Carmichael, Mary Slessor, John
Calvin, Martin Luther,
Saint Augustine, John Bunyan, Charles Spurgeon, D.L.
Moody, and so many
others that I would fill this page and more.
I have
been blessed with the wisdom of so many books and writings of
great Christians, especially C.S. Lewis and Jonathan
Edwards. I consider
myself a secondary teacher, owing a great debt of
gratitude to the many whose
insight, depth, breadth, and clarity of thought have so
eclectically influenced
my own thought.
My
church background has been very diverse. As a child I regularly
attended the Episcopal Church. After I was born again I
first attended
Pentecostal churches. Then I served as assistant pastor
in two Calvary Chapel
Churches. I went to Pentecostal Bible School and
University. I have traveled and
ministered with the Vineyard churches. My own church you
would call a
Reformed Charismatic church. These have all given me a
great diversity both
in my background and in my understanding of the Christian
faith.
I have
gone through much in my journey with God. I am thankful for my
exposure and emphasis upon the ministry of the Holy
Spirit as a young
Christian. I am grateful for my exposure to “reformed
theology” when I had
been immersed in legalism and works. I’m grateful for
having such a diverse
Pastoral background. I’m most of all grateful to my Lord
Jesus Christ for
fulfilling His promise to conform me to His image and
never leave me nor
forsake me.